A few days ago whilst out walking I really noticed the warmth of the sunshine resting on my back. It was almost as if it’s warmth was holding me and it felt very safe and nurturing. As this feeling grew stronger, so did the urge to write, resulting in the following poem.

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Holding what’s Unfolding

The sun rests on my weary back and warms my heart space through

We have to cut ourselves some slack, and take each step anew

The planes that glide through breezy sky insist the world’s back open

Upon our laurels let’s not lie, it’s greed that…

A life devoted,
a life reflective
is a life under
God’s directive.

For it finds pleasure,
in doing His will
as it knows to wait
and to be still.

A life delighted,
a life captivated
is a life to God
that is concentrated.

For it meditates,
day in and day out
rids itself daily
of worry and doubt.

A lived devoted,
a life delighted
is a life that is
spiritual sighted!

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Psalm 1:2

But his delight is in the law
of the Lord; and in his law
doth he meditate day and night.

King James Version
Public Domain

Copyright 2022
Deborah Ann Belka

~ to GOD be the GLORY ~

Sometimes at night,
I can’t get to sleep
even after counting
all those little sheep.

As I toss and I turn,
there upon my bed
visions of green pastures
float around in my head.

A sudden rush of calm,
washes over me
for in the distance
my Shepherd I can see.

As I draw to Him closer,
I ask Him to cast out
the concerns causing me
in my bed to toss about.

My eyes slowly close,
as my worries I release
soon I am enveloped
in His love and peace.

Sometimes at night,
I fall fast asleep . . .
just by thinking about
being one of His sheep!

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John 10:14

I am the good shepherd,
and know my sheep,
and am known of mine.

Psalm 4:8

I will both lay me down in peace,
and sleep: for thou, Lord,
only makest me dwell in safety.

King James…

One of the biggest lessons that my inspiring Dad taught me was to have great reverence for life. Nothing brought this message home more powerfully than the day we went for a walk together by a local lake shortly before his passing.

Although painfully thin and extremely ill, on arriving at the lake Dad smiled and inhaled a deep breath, expressing his gratitude for fresh air. I will never forget his thankfulness and his humility and his great respect for the preciousness that is life. He was a truly amazing man.

Humility

Humility’s the knowing there is much I do not know

Humility is gratitude and going with the flow

Humility is bowing to my perfect imperfection

Humility is showing who I am, it’s true connection

Humility is doing what I can with love and grace

Humility’s great reverence for nature’s healing space

Humility is openness, the willingness to change

The more about God,
I’ve come to know
the more with Jesus
to heaven I want to go.

For I have been taught,
all about His heart
and why in this world
I needn’t take part.

The more about God,
I’ve studied and learned
the less about this life
am I even concerned.

For I have discovered,
it’s all temporary . . .
and over it I needn’t
have a coronary.

The more about God,
I have discovered . . .
that which is acceptable
to Him ~ I’ve uncovered!

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Romans 12:2

And be not conformed
to this world: but be ye
transformed by the renewing
of your mind, that ye may
prove what is that good,
and acceptable, and perfect,
will of God.

King James Version
Public Domain

Copyright 2022
Deborah Ann Belka

~ to GOD be the GLORY ~

The changing of important relationships can be really uncomfortable. It can be tempting to take things personally and to feel a kind or grief as we let go of how things always were and embrace (or not) how things are becoming. Fortunately, when we are able to invite acceptance in, then other doors begin to open. What or who are you letting go of at the moment?

Peaceful Knowing

Resistance to the distance

Just separates you more

There’s effort in persistence

Don’t force a closing door

Frustration, agitation

Though human, just don’t serve

It’s through our trust and patience

that come the learning curves

Within yourself assurance

Yes painful this might be

Surrender soothes endurance

What’s meant for you will be

Acceptance of the spacious

Release of the control

Bring come-backs far more gracious

Wise dignity unrolls

Relinquish your insistence

Take refuge in your shore

Resistance to the distance

Just…