You were my glowing star, 
  always mysterious and pleasing
  seemed close, seemed nearby, 
  yet far away 
  yet distant
  and
  like spring clouds - inconsistent. 
The stars have moved 
Constellation has changed
The brightness went gloom
Leaving behind unachieved dreams.
   You were gentle as waters of a sea
   Unpredictable but clear
   Temperamental but free
   Enchanting waives of your majestic sea
   backwashed my fantasies
   backwashed my dreams