“How are you?”
“Are you okay? Okay, as long as you are okay”
Well I don’t want to be okay. I want to feel, to experience all levels of emotions.
This morning I woke up from a dream where I could feel my whole being weeping. In the dream, I was experiencing every emotion I’ve somehow neglected to feel, that I’ve managed to numb. Because it’s too much sometimes.
But I woke up, I could feel my whole body shaking as I made weeping sounds and my eyes turned puffy in no time. All the pain started lifting off my body as I experienced the pain in my heart. Though it wasn’t necessarily voluntary and sometimes God needs to show me my true emotions in dreams, I was grateful.
You know what it felt like?
Like when a kid is VORACIOUSLY hungry or tired and he/she cries like the world…
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